Enlightening!
It is almost a year from the time that I signed the roll, and so far, the journey has been great! Stressful, but great!
Being a lawyer opens a lot of opportunities. One who has just passed the bar does not have to worry about getting a source of livelihood. Yes, the COVID-19 pandemic has affected most of us, and people have been laid off here and there. But thankfully, for a lawyer, he has a lot of options available in both public and private sectors.
After I passed the bar, I was fortunate enough to be allowed to work as an in-house lawyer for an energy company, and then as an associate in a private law firm. It sounds awesome at first glance, and I still think it is and I remain to be very thankful for that, but just as any other jobs, it has a lot of stressors and challenges.
The core thing that I can think of insofar as lawyering is concerned is that we are problem solvers. We take facts, untangle the same, note the issue, and provide a viable solution. It is not linear, and it is certainly not exact science, but that is what makes it more fascinating — it allows your mind to be creative, think outside the box, and pursue a good solution to solve it.
At the same time, I think that this is what makes lawyering stressful. You have to absorb the worries of your client and put a stop to it. Like a sponge, you must be able to take in your clients’ troubles, and carry it all yourself. For one who is emotionally understanding, you have to brace and prepare yourself to feel the same predicament that your client is experiencing. That is how I came into a realization that if you are the type of lawyer who cannot separate his feelings away from his job, you must learn how to handle it so that it will not affect your work output. Lawyering is doable even if you are not stoic.
And you have to stay on top of all your deadlines and assignments. It pays to be organized.
But the beauty about it is that this is what makes lawyering so noble. You help a person by taking away his fears. You let him sleep peacefully at night while you burn the midnight oil and work on a solution. That way, when that person wakes up in the morning, you can greet him with a warm welcome and a feasible workaround for his problem.
Lawschool certainly helped a lot. The qualities which you have gained in lawschool — perseverance, bravery, and grace under pressure — you will find them of use in law practice. I also think that this is where working students may also shine, as you may already have an innate ability to juggle several things at once.
That said, it’s not certainly a walk in the park. You will experience stress and hardship. You will experience downfall and self-doubt. Losing and rejection are norms in this field. But just like in life, you just try to learn from it and move on. Life rewards consistency. Life rewards those who persevere.
Also, a new lawyer must learn to communicate well, adapt to the surroundings, and be able to talk to a lot of people in in a courteous-yet-pressing manner. And that may be difficult for one who is inherently an introvert and is used to facing a computer rather than a human. But all the same, it has to be done.
You also have that kind of feeling that there are so much more that you need to learn, and that’s fine. Being passionate in learning works wonders. It teaches you to be humble, to admit your mistakes, to see the greatness in something so simple. It keeps your mind open, and it allows you to expand your horizons to places which you have never imagined.
A lot of things are happening in real practice — things which were not discussed in lawschool or were not tackled in your books. You must prepare yourself for it. There’s more to law practice than the theories and concepts which were taught by the professors.
That said, no matter how arbitrary lawyering may be in some instances, you must remain steadfast to the path of righteousness. You have to use it for good, even if you are in the private sector.
Brotherhood/sisterhood is innate in our profession. Your fellow lawyers will certainly try to help and guide you especially in court, even if they are counseling for the opposing party. After all, everyone was a beginner at some point.
You still feel that type of kaba that you get when you are about to attend a recitation, but this time, you have learned to embrace it.
I am blessed to be given the chance to work under great mentors. And I hope that it will be the same for the rest of my years in practice.
And that is why I used the word enlightening. One year into practice and you learn a lot of things which you have never imagined before. And you still keep on learning. Surprises come in your way, whether good or bad, and you are prepared for it. In practice, you must be brave, not lose yourself in the process, and keep your humanity whole and intact.
Lawyering is beautiful.
Sidenote: One of my worry was that I have to leave tech field, which I learned to love, upon transitioning to legal field. I did not let that happen. It’s fun, juggling law and tech at the same time.